Wendi's Secrets To Life

Meeting Chad Michael Murray...

2011-12-18T16:36:00.001-08:00

So mom and I had another adventure and went to San Francisco to meet one of my favorite actors Chad Michael Murray from my favorite show of all time One Tree Hill!(And we didn't even get lost!) He wrote a comic book so I bought it and had him sign it! It was one of the best days ever! Here are some pics that mom took for me, this is why I bring her along cause she takes great pictures....

me and Kenzie Dalton (Chad's Fiance) She was an extra on One Tree Hill in season 4 she was a cheerleader.

The man himself Chad Michael Murray

His book Everlast

He's signing my book and asked if I read comic book I said no and mom said no but she's going to start though, he laughed he thought it was funny

It was nice talking to him totally made my day

me and Chad Michael Murray he's such a nice guy

I love him..

me and Donald Speckhals

Falling in love...

2011-12-18T16:09:00.000-08:00

"One day I hope you fall in love, like I was with you."

Your Past...

2011-12-18T16:06:00.000-08:00

"Never regret your past, it was your past who made you who are today, that is something you should never regret."

I love you....

2011-12-18T15:54:00.000-08:00

"Deep in my heart I know you love me just as much as I love you."

Regrets....

2011-10-03T20:21:00.000-07:00

"We all have regrets, but some of us still have enough time to erase them."

Pain...

2011-09-30T22:25:00.000-07:00

Pain doesn't hurt when that's all you've ever felt."

Whispering...

2011-09-30T20:54:00.000-07:00

"She whispered "I still love you" and all I could say was " then why are you still with him?"

Finding your way...

2011-09-30T20:46:00.000-07:00

"No matter how many times I get hurt because of you, I won't leave you. Because even if I have a hundred reasons to leave you, I'll look for that one reason to fight for you."

Couples Fighting....

2011-09-30T19:58:00.000-07:00

"At some point in our life we loved each other."

FINALLY.....

2011-05-28T21:03:00.000-07:00

I did it I finally have more music then you mom....

Forgiving people....

2011-05-17T15:31:00.000-07:00

"People make mistakes... But if they're willing to put the past behind them, then maybe we should too."

My Friday night....

2011-05-07T11:05:00.001-07:00

I went to the Trace Adkins concert last night with Kc Slone and Kristen Jensen at the dixon may fair. We had a blast can you tell? It was an epic night!

Strong...

2011-05-05T13:30:00.001-07:00

"You never know how strong you are... until being strong is the only choice you have."

A fool in love...

2011-05-04T17:10:00.000-07:00

"I'd rather be a fool with a broken heart than be a someone who never had a part of you."

One Day...

2011-05-03T21:56:00.000-07:00

"One day you'll love me, the way I loved you. One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you."

Fighting For Love....

2011-05-02T13:33:00.000-07:00

"As long as your in love, it's worth fighting for it."

Being with someone...

2010-07-03T21:00:00.001-07:00

"Be with someone who knows they have something great with you, before it takes them to lose you to figure that out."

Real Life....

2010-07-02T00:09:00.001-07:00

"Sometimes the pain is the only reminder that what we had was real."

Power of Pray....

2010-02-08T20:01:00.000-08:00

"God understands our prayers even when we can't find the words to say to him."

Relationships.....

2010-02-08T19:59:00.001-08:00

"Relationships are like glass.Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."

Giving Up....

2010-02-08T19:49:00.000-08:00

"Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak, sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go."

Letting Go....

2010-02-01T23:25:00.000-08:00

"People have told me that if you love someone you should never let them go and you should keep fighting, but why fight for someone that doesn't want to be with you?"

Workout Buddies......

2010-01-06T11:57:00.001-08:00

So it's a new year and I have decided that I really want to lose weight. My friend Kristen Kapele has started working out and ask if I would like to join her. We run/walk about three to two times a week. We have been working out for a month now and I can finally say that I have gone done one pant size already!! I still have a lot to go. But I'm going to do this I made a promise to myself and I'm going to do this. I just want to thank Kristen for letting me workout with you. I don't know what I would do without in my life. Thank-you for letting me workout with you and helping me lose weight. (Oh and getting my butt out of bed in the morning.) Let's keep up the good work girlfriend!!!

Children learning....

2009-11-24T21:27:00.000-08:00

"While we try to teach children all about life, children teach us what life is all about."

Disapointing you...

2009-11-24T21:22:00.000-08:00

"Sometimes, people disappoint you. Sometimes they surprise you... But you never really get to know them... until you listen for what's in their hearts.

The Happiest people.....

2009-11-24T21:02:00.000-08:00

"The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything they have."

A lie...

2009-11-24T20:53:00.000-08:00

"Nothing is worth having if it's based on a lie."

Forgiving people.....

2009-11-24T20:47:00.000-08:00

"Why is it that it's so much easier to forgive a stranger than someone you love?"

Being tested...

2009-11-24T20:10:00.000-08:00

"It's only when you're tested that you truly discover who you are. And it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be."

Mistakes....

2009-11-24T20:05:00.000-08:00

"If you don't make mistakes, you're not working on hard enough problems... and that's a mistake."

Risking it all......

2009-11-24T19:55:00.000-08:00

"If your not willing to risk it all, there's no way you can have it all. What are you not willing to risk losing?

Low point in your life.....

2009-10-27T17:41:00.000-07:00

"God allows us to experience the low points in life on order to teach us lessons we could not learn in any other way. The way we learn those lessons is not to deny the feelings but to find the meanings underlying them."

The Worst Thing......

2009-10-26T22:16:00.000-07:00

"The worst thing in life, is ending up with people who make you feel all alone."

Getting everyhting you want....

2009-10-12T15:12:00.000-07:00

"What's worse, not getting everything you wished for...or getting it, and finding out it's not enough?"

Surprised Again.....

2009-10-11T18:14:00.001-07:00

My little best friend and Jen came to visit me last week. They surprised me again!! I'm glad I got to hangout with my little best friend, I have missed her so much. We went to Apple Hill and the park and just hungout around the house. Thanks for coming to visit can't wait to see you again.

American Saturday Night Tour 2009

2009-09-27T17:38:00.000-07:00

I went to the American Saturday Night Tour with Brad Paisley, Dierks Bentley and Jimmy Wayne. This was the first concert I went to without my mom!! (I know it wasn't the same) But I still had alot of fun.

Dierks Bentley

Jimmy Wayne

Oh yea my friend Courtney went with me and we got to meet Jimmy Wayne and get our picture with him and he signed my picture I got of him. It was a great night I had alot of fun, can't wait to go again!! What concert will I see next? You'll just have wait and see..........

First Loss of the season......

2009-09-19T22:27:00.001-07:00

The Utah Utes had there first loss of the season today against the Oregon Ducks 31-24. It was a good game but not good enough.

*But on a lighter note, BYU lost to FSU today!! Not only did they lose they got killed 54-28, so I guess all and all it was a good day*

One Tree Hill and Gossip Girl......

2009-09-14T21:13:00.000-07:00

It's September and everyone knows what that means..... My shows are back!! My favorite show of all time is One Tree Hill. I also love Gossip girl too. I have a party every Monday night with some of my friends. We get together and go eat then it's back to my house to watch out shows!! I can't wait for the season to get underway!!!

Still Undefeated 16th Straight Win.....

2009-09-13T13:54:00.000-07:00

Dad and I on are way to the game, Showing our pride and wearing our RED!!!!

The Utes getting ready for the game

Coach Kyle Whittingham looking at San Jose State

The game is underway....

Timeout Utah..

Utah wins..... 24- 14

*Although I'm a little scared for next weeks game against Oregon, but I think Utah can pull off a win though. So we'll see*

Everything happens for a reason.....

2009-09-07T14:20:00.000-07:00

"I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so you can learn how to let go. Things go wrong, so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies, so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

Football season is here....

2009-09-03T23:04:00.000-07:00

My favorite time of the year... College Football. Good luck to the Utes this season. Lets get another perfect season guys!!
(Sorry to Mike, Aunt Debby and Uncle Rob but this isn't your year AGAIN!!) haha

Dreams Come True...

2009-08-31T21:11:00.000-07:00

"Take a look at yourself in a mirror. Who do you see looking back? Is it the person you want to be? Or is there someone else you were meant to be? The person you should have been, but fell short of? Is someone telling you you can't? Or you won't? Because you can. Believe that love is out there. Believe that dreams come true everyday.Because they do. Sometimes happiness doesn't come from money or fame or power. Sometimes happiness comes from good friends and family... and from the quite nobility of leading a good life. Believe that dreams come true. Because they do. So take a look in that mirror and remind yourself to be happy. Because you deserve to be. Believe that. And Believe that dreams come true everyday.

Measured by numbers....

2009-08-30T21:26:00.000-07:00

"Numbers are funny, They can measure you, time you, analyze you all they want... but they all know what really matters is how you play the game. You ever heard the expression "they can't measure heart?" Well the truth is, they can't measure any of it. Heart, want, need.

Need You Now....

2009-08-23T21:32:00.000-07:00

Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can’t fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t come but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can’t stop looking at the door.
Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn’t call but I’m a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

What fight will you fight....

2009-08-16T11:48:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes fighting the fight means that you have to do the one thing you don't want to."

Who will you trust...

2009-07-27T15:21:00.000-07:00

"Life comes at us from out of the darkness and at times we can struggle to find the courage to face it when life comes rushing at you from out of the darkness, who will you choose to face it with? Will it be someone you trust? Will they be wise? And will their love for you help them guide you to the light or will they lose their way in the darkness? Will they make noble choices or will that person be someone untested, someone new? Life comes rushing at you from out of the darkness when it does is their someone in your life you can count on? Someone who will watch over you when you stumble and fall and in the moment give you the strength to face your fears alone."

What dies inside of us...

2009-07-25T22:07:00.001-07:00

"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live."

American Idols Live Tour 2009....

2009-07-13T14:31:00.000-07:00

So it's that time of year again..... concert time.
Here is mom and I and out concert bracelets.

Michael Sarver opening the show, let's rock out

Scott Macintyre rocking out on the organ...

Anoop Desai

Lil Rounds

Megan Joy

Matt Giraud

Allison Iraheta

The one and only Danny Gokey...

Rock on Danny...

Adam Lambert

Rock out Adam..

Your American Idol 2009... Mr. Kris Allen

Kris

All the American Idols together

Here for the party

Kris Allen and Adam Lambert

Goodbye American Idols... Until next year.

I had a great time thanks for a great show and thanks again for going with me mom can't wait till next year.

People in your life....

2009-07-12T13:12:00.000-07:00

"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."

Saving Brett Fafard....

2009-07-04T18:03:00.001-07:00

I was on facebook a couple of weeks and I saw that a friend of mine I use to go to church with has stage 3 testicular cancer... nobody should ever have to go though this!! My thoughts are with you Brett and your family. Here is some more info if you guys would like to help out. Stay strong and keep fighting hard Brett....

As some of you may know, our brother (Brett Fafard) was recently diagnosed (June 8, 2009) with Stage III Testicular Cancer.

At the time of writing this, Brett has currently undergone his 1st round of chemotherapy and has had 2 surgeries to combat the cancer that has invaded his abdomen, chest, liver, lungs and neck. He will be going through about 3-4 more rounds of chemotherapy and after that, possibly more surgery or radiation therapy.

He still has a long way to go in his treatment and is enduring and fighting through the side effects currently accompanying the treatments.

On top of fighting for his life, Brett was forced to withdraw from school during his treatment, and lost his job due to his current inability to work his shifts at the plasma center.
If these challenges weren’t enough, Brett falls into the largest group of uninsured Americans, those aged 19-29. Like a lot of people his age, Brett is too old to be on his parents’ policy, makes too much to qualify for public health care (yikes, $10 per hour is too much?) but can’t afford private insurance.

As a show of support for Brett, we are organizing our own fundraising effort. We are hoping to raise enough money to cover some of his expenses.

If anyone is able to help us reach our goal that would be absolutely great!

We are also looking for anyone who would be willing to gather sponsors, or would be willing to help out in any way. Any and all types of donations will be gratefully accepted, to bring us all closer to our goal of getting Brett through this time, back to health and the full life he is used to!

If you are able to contribute, please click on the link below and make donations through paypal. We also have established a bank account at Wells Fargo. You can go into any branch and make a deposit under Carrie and Mike Butler for the benefit of Brett Fafard zip code 84088. Or click here for http://www.paypal.com paypal the benefit account email address is brettfafard@q.com for paypal.

As you might imagine, Brett is going through a lot and spending most of his time at the hospital these days. Please send your well wishes at this time to this event page only so we can respect his privacy through this difficult time. We will continue to post updates and messages from Brett each week. Thanks for the support!

My New Laptop...

2009-07-04T17:42:00.000-07:00

So it's been a while since I have updated my blog I know I'm sorry for that, I have been really busy with work. I got a new laptop too(and by the way still trying to get use to it) but to be honest I don't really know why I got a new laptop cause I hardly turn it on anymore. I have an Iphone and I use that for everything so if I can find out how to update my blog though my Iphone then I will updated it everyday!! haha Dont ask me why I got a new laptop if I have an Iphone, i'm still asking that same question. Oh and I blame twitter too casue i'm always on there. I will try to update this more I promise.

But I do love my laptop though....

Hair Cut...

2009-07-04T17:40:00.001-07:00

While I was down in So Cal my cousin gave me a hair cut. We cut off like 5 to 6 inches. Thanks again cousin

Me and My Best friend hanging out...

2009-07-04T17:27:00.000-07:00

Me and Layla hanging out at Keva Juice

Getting some food for the ride home

Layla and I after her bath...

She's so clean and smells so good

I'm such and good Aunt I even shared my pizza with her

just hanging out

and this is what happens to us after a long day of shopping and playing...

Sleeping Best Friends...

My Best Friend's trip to Downtown Disney.....

2009-07-04T17:11:00.000-07:00

So we didn't get to go to Disneyland, we went to Downtown Disney instead. I was perfectly fine with that, I didn't want to run into Mickey and Minnie and there friends anyways!! If anyone who knows me I don't do people dressed up it's just not my thing and I know what your saying your 25 get over it!! Well to all of you who say that I don't I have always been scared and always will be.

This is as close as I'll ever get to Minnie Mouse.....

My Best Friend, Me and Jen having fun

Just us girls

Me and my best Friend..

I love Minnie.. I mean Layla

My Sister's Keeper

2009-07-04T16:58:00.000-07:00

Mom and I went to the movies the other night and went and saw My Sister's Keeper. If you need a good cry and a laugh and the same time then this is the movie for you. I loved this movie and its one of my favorites. Everyone should go see this movie.

Life is short....

2009-06-22T17:01:00.001-07:00

" Sometimes when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you when you have big plans. Big plans... to find your perfect match. The one that completes you. But as you get older, you relize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you relize how the plans you made were simple plans. Because at the end, when you're looking back, insteadof looking forward.. you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You wanna believe that you're leaving something good behine. You want it all to have mattered.

Losing your journey...

2009-06-07T18:12:00.000-07:00

"And losing your way on a journey is unfortunate. But losing your reason for the journey... is a fate more cruel."

Avoiding Arguments...

2009-05-29T13:02:00.000-07:00

"Don't avoid a good argument, just a bad one."

Finding Hope....

2009-05-25T16:20:00.000-07:00

"The most important things in the world have been accmplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all."

Never get to angry...

2009-05-11T20:06:00.001-07:00

"Don't let yourself get so angry that you stop loving, because one day you will wake up from that anger and the person you love won't be around anymore."

People in your life...

2009-05-04T11:57:00.000-07:00

"There are certain people who are not meant to fit in your life, no matter how much you want them to be."

Holding onto the memories....

2009-04-28T22:04:00.000-07:00

"The only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memoires are the only thing that won't change when everything else does."

Falling off the bridge..

2009-04-27T12:02:00.000-07:00

"If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't follow. I'd be at the bottom to catch them when they fall."

Death...

2009-04-26T22:46:00.001-07:00

"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live."

My New Obsession....

2009-04-20T18:40:00.000-07:00

So my new obsession is Twitter. I love this site. I'm on it like 100 times a day. If you have one add me at wendijerich. I think its really cool.

Living Life..

2009-04-17T23:29:00.000-07:00

"Remember, life is only understood backwards, but has to be lived forward. Someday we will understand why certian things happen."

My Week So Far....

2009-04-09T22:09:00.001-07:00

HAS BEEN CRAZY....

but I'm loving it

My best friend has been here and we have had a great time.

I was playing with the bubbles with her. She was very confused and couldn't find where the bubbles were going.

we were at the Giants game today and they won!!

me Layla and Jen

Layla enjoyed the game

Matt, Jeremy, Me, Layla and Jen waiting for the game to start

Getting ready to go home

She had to have some Ice Cream and her Birthday. I bought here a little Clown Cone...

and she enjoyed, can you tell? She got it all over inclueding me too.

but I didn't care casue she's still my best friend

Then she took a bath. I hope you had a good day. Happy Birthday, Best friend I love you!

Letting Things Go...

2009-04-06T16:06:00.000-07:00

I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be."

Address In The Stars...

2009-04-01T19:45:00.000-07:00

ADDRESS IN THE STARS

I stumbled across your picture today

I could barely breathe

The moment stopped me cold

and grabbed me like a thief

I dialed your number but you wouldn't be there

I knew the whole time but it's still not fair

I just wanted to hear your voice

I just needed to hear your voice

What do I do with all I need to say

so much I wanna tell you everyday

though it breaks my heart

I cry these tears in the dark

I write these letters to you

but they get lost in the blue

cause theres not address in the stars

Now I'm driving

though the pitch black dark

I'm screaming at the sky

oh cause it hurts so bad

Everybody tells me

oh all I need is time

Then the morning rolls in

and it hits me again

that aint nothing but a lie

What do I do with all I need to say

So much I wanna tell you everyday

though it breaks my heart

I cry these tears in the dark

I write these letters to you

but they get lost in the blue

cause there's no address in the stars

Without you hear with me

I dont know what to do

I'd give anything

just to talk to you

though it breaks my heart

oh it breaks my heart

All I can do is write these letters to you

but theres no address in the stars

This sums up how I have felt for the past three years. I miss you Black Grandma! I wish you were still here with me. The day you died a part of me died too.

Accomplishing the impossible....

2009-03-31T09:12:00.001-07:00

"We would accomplish many more things if we did not think of them as impossible."

This is what happenes....

2009-03-30T10:11:00.001-07:00

WHEN YOU DON'T WEAR SUNSCREEN!!!

Mom dad and I went to Reno yesterday and watched my cousin Jace Brinkerhoff play ball. It was 35 degrees but felt like 20 degrees. We froze our butts off!! ( And I want to move to Utah.) The sun was out (as you can tell.) But it was flippin cold!! I still had fun but now my face hurts today!!

The Truth...

2009-03-27T23:16:00.001-07:00

"Even if the truth hurts it's always better than a lie."

My Birthday...

2009-03-25T18:39:00.001-07:00

ok so sunday the 22nd was my birthday and I turned 25!! WOW!! Anyways, I got up and mom and I went to my favorite store in the world Ikea!! I could spend all my time in that store!!

Here is my shelf that I got, everything that is on here I got from my black grandma so I call it my black grandma shelf.

I love it!!

Here is a little table I got for my room, it matches everything else in my room too.

Then mom and dad took me to my favortie place too eat. We went to Chevy's and had a great dinner and of course my dad opened his mouth and said it was my birthday.

But in the end I didn't really care casue I goot my ice cream!! I had a great day thanks for all my presents family and all the birthday wishes from my friends.

Treat people right....

2009-03-23T20:41:00.001-07:00

"It doesn't matter what you say about them when there gone, it matters how you treat them when there still here."

*THIS IS MY 100TH POST!!!*

Shoes....

2009-03-16T20:44:00.000-07:00

"Always put yourself in the others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too."

Losing Something you don't have....

2009-03-11T20:54:00.001-07:00

"It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives."

Loving someone...

2009-03-09T11:47:00.001-07:00

"You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry."

Here Comes Goodbye....

2009-03-07T21:04:00.000-08:00

HERE COMES GOODBYE

I can hear the truck tires
coming up the gravel road
And it's not like her to drive that slow,
nothings on the radio
Footsteps on the front porch,
I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in,
Now I can tell,
here comes goodbye
here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain,
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight,
but here somes goodbye
I can here her say I love you
Like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought I'd see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play
here comes the bride but...
Here comes goodbye,
here comes the last time
here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear i'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain,
here come me wishing things had never changed
And she was right her in my arms tonight,
but here comes goodbye.
Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on,
Yeah and you're left alone
All alone,
But here comes goodbye
oh-oh-oh-oh
Here comes goodbye,
here come the last time
Here come the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry.
Here comes the pain,
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight,
but here comes goodbye......

Answers....

2009-03-06T22:21:00.001-08:00

"We learn more by looking for the answers to a question and not finding it than we do from learning the answer itself."

Lessons Learned....

2009-03-04T22:11:00.001-08:00

"God allows us to experience the low points in life in order to teach us lessons we could not learn in any other way. The way we learn those leassons is not to deny the feelings but to find the meanings underlying them."

The Bachelor.... is a jackass

2009-03-03T20:39:00.000-08:00

Jason is a jerk.....for letting her go!!

Melissa Rycroft

OK... I know what your thinking. But I love the bachelor/bachelorette,(or at least I ues too.) Jason seemed like a good guy to me I felt bad for him when DeAnna didn't pick him on last seasons bachelorette. So I was happy that he was coming back getting a second chance. But after lastnights after the final rose show I was very disappointed in him. I fill so bad for Melissa. I wish her nothing but the best. But anyways what I was mad at is that he dumped Melissa in live TV!!! Come on man you couldn't be with her as a couple for the past three months and be a normal couple. So you didnt think it was working so you dump her. I would have given it at least a month and try and work on it and if it didn't work then thats one thing but to dump her and then go for Molly 20 minutes later and start kissing her!!! Dude that's cold!! I dont know what Molly was thinking I wouldn't have taken him back. In fact I can't believe she took him back. I know this is mean to say but he doesn't deserve to be with anyone after that. I hope Molly relizes what she did and dump him soon. Sorry I had to go off. I never get mad at the Bachelor/Bachelorette but thats a low blow!!

Molly Malaney and Jason Mesnick

I hope ABC picks Melissa as the next Bachelorette and she finally get her happy ending...

Standing up...

2009-03-02T13:39:00.000-08:00

"Stand up for what you believe is right even if you're standing alone."

Utah Jazz Won.....

2009-03-01T23:01:00.001-08:00

So Mom Dad and I decided to go to the Warriors vs. Jazz game tonight. We had a blast thanks for taking me mom and dad. We are going to more games next year...

mom thought she was funny and took a picture of me at starbucks

The Jazz before the game

The Jazz in a timeout

Carlos Boozer

Andrei Kirilenko

My boyfriend Kyle Korver

(he just doesn't know it yet!!)

The Final Score

Books...

2009-02-28T12:09:00.001-08:00

"I think of life as a good book. The further you get into it, the more it begins to make sense."

Would You?

2009-02-26T16:05:00.001-08:00

"Do you ever wonder if we make the moments in our lives or if the moments make us? If you could go back and change one thing about your life, would you? And if you did, would that change make your life better? Or would that change ultimatley break your heart? Or break the heart of another? Or would you choose an entirely different path? Or would you change just one thing, just one moment? One moment, that you've always wanted back?"

People in your life....

2009-02-24T11:42:00.001-08:00

"In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do."

Febuary 23rd 2006

2009-02-23T10:08:00.000-08:00

Today is one of the worst days of my life. I lost the one person that ment everything to me. I lost my black grandma. God I miss her. I miss everything about her. I miss her smile, our talks we would have everyday one the phone, her hugs and most of all I miss her laugh. It feels like 10 years since I talked to her but then again it's only been 3 years ( a long 3 years)! I love you Black Grandma. Put in a good word for me up there.

I'm Hooked....

2009-02-22T20:28:00.000-08:00

This show is the best. I bought the first 3 season on DVD. I dont really beileve that people who have passed on are with you or that you can talk to them, but its still a great show, it's entertainment. Plus I think Jennifer Love Hewitt is a great actress.

Here is Jennifer Love Hewitt as Melinda Gordon and David Conrad as Jim Clancy her husband.

Greatest Pleasure...

2009-02-22T15:19:00.000-08:00

"The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do."

Weight...

2009-02-17T15:30:00.000-08:00

"God places the heaviest burden on those who can carry it's weight."

The Hardest Thing...

2009-02-14T17:40:00.000-08:00

"One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else."

Blessings...

2009-02-13T20:35:00.001-08:00

" What seems to us as bitter trials are often blessings in disquise."

Taking Risks....

2009-02-10T21:35:00.000-08:00

"Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far they can go."

Funny Secret...

2009-02-09T12:36:00.000-08:00

" I am so clever that sometimes I don't understand a single word of what I am saying."

Mistakes....

2009-02-04T15:58:00.000-08:00

"Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new."

Stars....

2009-02-02T10:52:00.000-08:00

"Dreams are like stars... you may never touch them, but if you follow them they will lead you to your destiny."

Pictures and Strangers....

2009-02-01T16:34:00.001-08:00

"You ever look and a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the back ground? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you, how many moments of other peoples lives have you been in, were we a part of someone's life when there dreams came true, or when there dream died? Did we keep trying to get in, as if we were somehow destined to be there, or did the shot take us by surprise? Just think, you could be a big part of someone eles life, and not even know it."

Forgiveness....

2009-01-31T13:36:00.000-08:00

"He who has not forgiven an enemy has never yet tested one of the most sublime enjoyments of life."

Happy Birthday...

2009-01-27T20:00:00.000-08:00

"Today is my black Grandam's birthday. I miss you so much. Hope you had a great day and I love you."

Guess What.....

2009-01-24T20:39:00.001-08:00

My best friend is coming to see me and Jen too.

I can't wait to see her!! Me and Layla are best friends and I can't wait to play with her.