Holding onto the memories....

"The only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memoires are the only thing that won't change when everything else does."

Falling off the bridge..

"If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't follow. I'd be at the bottom to catch them when they fall."

Death...

"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live."

My New Obsession....

So my new obsession is Twitter. I love this site. I'm on it like 100 times a day. If you have one add me at wendijerich. I think its really cool.

Living Life..

"Remember, life is only understood backwards, but has to be lived forward. Someday we will understand why certian things happen."

My Week So Far....

HAS BEEN CRAZY....

but I'm loving it

My best friend has been here and we have had a great time.

I was playing with the bubbles with her. She was very confused and couldn't find where the bubbles were going.

we were at the Giants game today and they won!!

me Layla and Jen

Layla enjoyed the game

Matt, Jeremy, Me, Layla and Jen waiting for the game to start

Getting ready to go home

She had to have some Ice Cream and her Birthday. I bought here a little Clown Cone...

and she enjoyed, can you tell? She got it all over inclueding me too.

but I didn't care casue she's still my best friend

Then she took a bath. I hope you had a good day. Happy Birthday, Best friend I love you!

Letting Things Go...

I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be."

Address In The Stars...

ADDRESS IN THE STARS

I stumbled across your picture today

I could barely breathe

The moment stopped me cold

and grabbed me like a thief

I dialed your number but you wouldn't be there

I knew the whole time but it's still not fair

I just wanted to hear your voice

I just needed to hear your voice

What do I do with all I need to say

so much I wanna tell you everyday

though it breaks my heart

I cry these tears in the dark

I write these letters to you

but they get lost in the blue

cause theres not address in the stars

Now I'm driving

though the pitch black dark

I'm screaming at the sky

oh cause it hurts so bad

Everybody tells me

oh all I need is time

Then the morning rolls in

and it hits me again

that aint nothing but a lie

What do I do with all I need to say

So much I wanna tell you everyday

though it breaks my heart

I cry these tears in the dark

I write these letters to you

but they get lost in the blue

cause there's no address in the stars

Without you hear with me

I dont know what to do

I'd give anything

just to talk to you

though it breaks my heart

oh it breaks my heart

All I can do is write these letters to you

but theres no address in the stars

This sums up how I have felt for the past three years. I miss you Black Grandma! I wish you were still here with me. The day you died a part of me died too.